I often feel like I'm the odd one out in CU theatre. So many others have been involved in so many things in so many other places. They know so much more than me, are so much better than me, and have had the most amazing opportunities present themselves. Normally, this would be a rant comprised of me screaming "It's not fair!" to the sky while pulling my hair out by the fist-fulls. But no. No, not today.
You see, somehow I'm seen as the upper up of the department. The freshmen look up to me and respect me. They see me as "a valued member" of the theatre department. I've won a Grand Award, I'm a junior, I'm VP of KTG... they see me. They see CJ. And they like what they see.
It's not fair to them. They don't know how little I actually am.
Though some people see me as good, I have quite a bit to learn and long distances to cover. And those distances are mostly the ones that others have already covered in high school. I'm jealous.
Someday, something is going to happen. Until then, I'll just have a heck of a time waiting.
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Life is a series of unexpected sournesses coming from the most unlikely places. Our responsibility is how to respond and react to those happenings...
- Maverick
- I am not afraid to love, though I find it difficult to be loved. Love me anyway. I thrive on human touch, on theatre, on music, and those who perform it from their souls. This world is yours, these things are ours, and this day is mine.
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